I am overly chuffed with myself at the moment because I got my first grades back and I am officially a straight A student! I got two marks back and managed to get an A- and an A+!
I am actually so proud! I don't know how long I will be able to stay at uni or even how long I will live for but I can honestly say that I am living my life to the fullest. I know the idea that going to live in a hall and eating hall food (euch! SAVE ME!!!) and going to uni and doing work is not what every-one would choose to do if they only had six months to live but it makes me so happy. I miss my family, it's hard not living with them especially since I know how hard this is for all of them and I love them so very much but I am doing something which I have dreamed about for so long.
I know it's not forever, I can feel it getting harder all the time. I also know that my grades don't really matter because I probably won't even finish first year but for now, I am student.
And I absolutely love it.
